I walk outside and
abruptly jolt to a stop.
For, it is what I
see.
The flowers are
snickering, the sun glaring.
God, this world
hates me.
Looking around to
confirm the truth,
And that's just what
I mean.
People staring,
their teeth clenched.
God, this universe
hates me.
Their looks
penetrate through me,
Until I am just too
weak.
If this world hates
me,
Why don't I just
leave?
My kitchen turns from a lovely place,
To one that is of shame.
The knives taunt, the glass persuade,
God, what is this game?
My friends turn from loving companions,
To those of despair.
Isolation and loneliness fill me now,
God-- why this flare?
Anger and revenge replace my drought,
Of isolation and shame.
For now I realize it is not my fault,
God, help me win this game.
For if they are playing my game, and my rules,
There is no need to grieve.
They will have to pay, the damage done.
God, mustn't they leave?
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